haha today rain very heavy. Shoes all wet and so cold in the office! Was thinking through some of the stuff in my head. Yesterday after talking a lot i start to ask myself... What is it that i am looking forward to in having a relationship? Last time when i was with my ex. The MOST i ever did was send her home and muack her good night? And we were together like 6 mths and that's the MOST i ever did? Come to think of it, I also never thought about doing much haha. I guess its just the feeling of waking up every morning and in your head there is a person. Wanting to see her everyday, wanting to hug her close, watch some show, watch a movie or see the stars. Just chill out. Haha i guess i have a serious problem since almost everyone i know is "WHO DO U WANT TO CHIAM!". >_<. Dun get me wrong. Girls turn me on! hahahaha... Bah enough nonsense.

Really thought a lot today, since i can't overuse my worktime at office to do my work, that left me with only 1 thing left to do. Think about myself. I guess that's what i always do. Think of ways to improve myself. I figure... I still havent managed to do anything for myself. Worked some shitty hours to get some money. But spending the money big time. Investing it in someone's dreams. Providing funding so that the dreams may be achieved. And hoping that the dream brings revenue. of course that's my secondary motive!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 10:19:00 AM